Monday, May 24

just wanna share something with you girls which i think is super true:


"There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding,", a little knowledge behind every "I don't know,", a little emotion behind every "I don't care," and a little pain behind every "It's okay"."




sigh. my life is pretty sucky now. job is pretty screwed. love life has always been screwed. good thing is still got some friends around me to listen to me whine all day long. hope you girls are doing well and i definitely cannot wait for this coming friday! woohooweee!


san.

Sunday, May 2

Trip on 28 May

Yeah babes..haha..as all of u know..the trip is on!!
omg..28 May, pte transportation that take up just the 8 of us..
to KL!!4 to a room..omg..so coolz can..mauahha..okie its cheaper that way..
my dear qiqi..dun emo le ar..muahaha..so random-_-
meow jia you for ur papers wor...
lets looking forward to KL trip..
3 days shoot millions of pic..muahah
dun need walk since got transportation..
only wwalk in shopping malls can le..haha..
eat till stomach bloated..muahaha..
im looking forward..
and..see u gers on 14 may as well(to those who is busy to meet before 14 may)..~

pen off by vian jiang..muahaha..

Tuesday, April 20

hey san dearest, that entry was just an insight gained. not emo lah :)

yea! i am looking forward to the trip as well. peektures, stupid lame games, food, walking, bitching, fagging, drinking and basically having fun together, just fishes. its been a nong time! lets soak in the sun man! :)

gosh, its 413am now, and im still up and about! haha, meeting peiru for macs breakfast. which means, im left with like 4.5 hours to sleep. :(

macs should seriously make breakfast all day nong! RAAR!

hope all of u guys are doing great okay! hugsssssss. i miss hugging everyone of u!

Monday, April 5

my dear, what happened to u? feeling emo? but i do agree with you that we should create more memories so that we can reminiscence when we grow old.

anyways, today i took leave and stayed at home the whole day. my god. it was quite boring and my whole mind was in the office wondering whether any clients called me and whether anything happened. hence, i think i should only take leave to go on holiday or when i have something to do. not when i have nothing to do and plan to rest at home only even though it really is quite shiok to rest at home all day with nothing to do.

i hope that the trip on may 28th will come true and each and everyone in the fishes group will be able to go. i really really hope so. look forward to spending some quality time together!


san.

Friday, April 2

珍惜

十几年老朋友了,互相的个性都看透了。接受不来的,也都接受了。我的个性,你的个性,她的个性。。包涵多了,计较的事情也减了。十几年。。一段那么长的友谊是应该好好珍惜的。所以,我想通了。

哪天,我们都七老八十的时候,想回味的事也只是开心的。所以现在,我们更应该趁年轻,一块儿好好的制造回忆。你说不是吗?

Wednesday, February 24

Febbbb

Hi guys, its the month of Feb..
erm..okie,im super slow..its already mid feb coming to an end soon le..
ever since im back have not manage to meet up with all fishes ar..
just a few only =(
anyway nth to do come here blog and nag la hor...haha..
vian

Thursday, January 28

hieee!

happy happy twenty ten! and so it is 28days pass the new year already! hope all of u guys have been doing well too. im suppose to be writing on my essay now, but goodness i cant find the momentum!

glad that all of us are re-united! (now that vian and ash are back) we should hold a really nice gathering at a service apartment/chalet/hotel or some sort. :)

updates from me: im back to school, soley school. quit tuition. freelance job stops. so im a full time slacker student now. HAHAHA! and also, im attached yups. :) its been a long while. i thought i'll never get out of sam's shadow. but i did. even tho i still think about him at times. but .. its the past! lalala.

im a happy bird now! all the best to all of u all!

Monday, January 11

well hello there. happy 2010! hope everyone's doing well, with huge stacks on money sitting in the bank, with the loved one next to you, with health under the light of pink. as for me, i am in the first step of embarking on my career. started with my new job for about 1 month already and people around me all ask me how's the new job. i answer them by saying that its still in the training phase and i go for classes everyday. when there's no classes, i get to do my own things or go home. and they continue to tell me that i am lucky to be paid to go for classes. or so i feel too. this is bad. its bad because they are making me getting used to slacking. i dont think i can get used to the real working life when it starts. i heard from my seniors that most people reach there at 7am everyday and finish at 5:30pm. i am still not sure if this is the right job for me. but i certainly hope it is because i have a bond of 2 years to serve.

other than my work, i reckon i have no other updates. oh yea, i think there is. i think i am slowly starting to forget that ass of the century. in other happy words, i think i am slowly moving on. you have no idea how hard it is for me. i used to think of him every single night and day. my hands tremble when i meet him. my day/days/weeks/month gets ruined just because he dont reply to my message (and he usually doesnt reply). i think this is very much worth celebrating and if we were to meet for drinks next time, please remember to toast me to this ok! ;)

ok. i am gonna go to bed. i hope to see you guys soonish. maybe in june? haha. just kidding. ta!


333.

Sunday, November 29

Souvenirs

My dear fishes,
how have u all been..
im wondering who still come in and see this blog man...
anyway..just wanna see who still keep track of this blog..
and since im coming back like in a mth time..
and having some hard time deciding what to buy for my darlings..
soo..
here are some choice...
1. typical swiss cow bell small (damn cute de,haha,usually can be found on the swiss cow)
2. swiss magnets
3. swiss chocs
4. miniature mirror/lip gloss/mascara hp accessories

currently this is what i can think of..
pls comment to let me know..
so tht u can have mroe than 1 souvenir..if not..
only 1 souvenir for those who nv reply..

Sunday, August 16

Missing

Hey hey dearies..
im here once again..
muahaha..okie..
i wanna confess..=X
i miss u gers..
just now called auntie nancy up and chatted with u gers..
and though its was short and some break due to low reception..
i was happy to hear u gers..=/
really..
seriously..
miss u gers...

Wednesday, August 12

Hello dearies

Hi dearies..
how have u gers been..
those got bf de busy dating ar..
this blog have been quiet for quite some times le ar..
thus i decided to update it once again..

currently..my location..
aiya..i think all oso know..
swiss at some bird no lay egg place..
with moo moo of u gers..muahaha..
was currently doing my in-training here..
haha..the in-training is like im doing my part time job here anyway..
i dun do ordering..
coz i totally dun understand..
i only do serving and clearing..
not even billing..
coz..i dun have the key with me..
anyway i've adapted le..=X
took me quite a while..haiz..

currently im vex...
im really looking forward to go back spore..
while..at the same time..
im scare to look forward to go back spore...
coz..i hope some jerk wun pester me..=X

i miss u gers..
oh ya oh ya..yee san..
i cant make it for last fri steamboat..=X
haha..sis told me u msg me abt steamboat on fri..
funny lorz u.
when i come back steamboat with me ar gers..
and gathering!!!

Cheers,
Vian

Sunday, July 12

its been so long and i think hardly anyone comes here to blog anymore. spider webs are starting to be all over this blog :X

i think god has given me a chance to test my patience. i used to be a very impatient person. if things are not going my way, i will definitely find all sorts of way to reach my aim. however, most of the time i take many shortcuts to reach that. for example, when i move house, i will want to finish unpacking everything in that day which i moved in because i cannot stand not being able to find my clothes. and in order to finish unpacking everything within 1 day, i will find all sorts of places to stuff my things in. i will tell myself that i will reorganise them again when i am free one day. but that day never comes and things just remain there.

now, even though how much i cannot stand that stinky job of mine, i still have to hold on because its not a matter of one of two days that i can get a job i like. i came up with a theory to motivate myself so as so give me the energy to continue fighting. the theory is that if success comes too easily to someone, then the process is nothing to be proud of all at. isnt it that when you face many hardships and then succeed at the end... then you have so many stories to tell to fill the ears of everyone?

2 weeks ago, i faced the greatest defeat of my life so far. i really hope that thats the lowest that god has planned for me because i dont think i have the energy to recover if i were to sink lower than that next time. i am starting to pick myself up after that unfortunate event and i hope that one day.... one day i can happily tell everyone that i got a dream job.

xx
san.


Monday, May 18

huggles

no matter how much each of us has changed or grow, fishes forever remains!

Friday, May 8

Jus read some of our old posts. We were young n our thinking n worries were so different as compared to now. Anyone knows the actual blog URL before we shift to this URL since 2006? would like to read those post before 2006.

How are you, fishes?? It has been long since my last meet up n all the cock talking with u girls. Have been locking myself at home for weeks to study. Sneaked out of the house at 1.30am to meet shao for like 1 hour plus. Feel like a thief recently. Hahaz.. I no longer aim my so called "high marks" for this coming exam anymore. All i hope is to pass n get a degree. Few weeks back, was quite stress up by this sentence from my lecturer(James Kwan),"I look highly on u, u should be able to score high marks." Such a strong and heavy words to put on mi. I think i lower my standard or maybe no confidence in this exam coz i just want to enjoy my life. Be it club, drink, shopping, mahjong and now, another person appears in my life.

Started to worry bout this newly fresh r/s. Got a kind of feeling that the path we both chosen will not be smooth or maybe will meet a lot of obstacles which i have to handle with a sound and sensible mind. Keep telling myself, no matter what's the outcome, learn the process and sure enough i will grow from it. Shao keep saying this, "everythi that happens, happens for a reason." Throughout my life, I have been forcing myself to be optimistic but this time I got this bad omen partly is affected by his pessimism. He said somethi tat really "black". In his whole life, nothi good ever happen to him. Thi tat can go bad, tat can go wrong, can really happen on him and he actually get used to it. He has been thinking - this time, god give him sy, maybe one day when god take sy away from him, god make sure n gurantee tat he got the pain, he got the torture, he got the suffering.

I am helpless and can do nothi to help him feel better. Believe tat the onli thing tat cannot be taken away is our memories.......

TSY

Friday, February 27

hey ya, its me. its one of those nights that i cant sleep yet again. i went to my blog and read back all my archives. my blog used to be a happy one. ever since july 2008, it started to be filled with all those shiat about him. every post is all rambling about him and him and him. fucking hate myself for being so shallow. how did i allow myself to be so easily hurt by him? can you imagine? my day can be ruined by just one small action of his. or maybe by something which he casually said. 

and worst of all, its also fucking pathetic to wait for replies on facebook every single day. why did i allow myself to stoop so low? how did i allow my life to be controlled by him?! and now, i cant sleep every night also because of him. 

i need to be a stronger woman. if he likes you, he will try all means to tell you. if he doesnt, it means that you need to move on. dont keep thinking that maybe he likes you but doesnt have the courage to tell you. yes. i am so glad that i went back to read my archives and wake up from this misty nightmare. sigh. 


still.... easier said that done. give me 2 months. 2 months and i shall not talk about him anymore.

san.

Monday, January 26

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

Hiya Darlings...
I hereby wish u gers happy chinese new year..
having lesson now..
but really super bored and tired..zzzz
hope u gers gamble win ar..

Monday, January 19


arhem! started the urge of drinking already huh someone! LOL.

i saw ur photos. they are like a great deal of fun. enjoy yourself a big time, but dont forget studies too! HEHEHE

Monday, January 5

You Gers Are Being Missssssssssss

My Dear Fishes..
how are you gers over there..
and ah lam..you are going back to spore soon le rite..
this time cant be there to fetch u le..
and can oni see u in a yr time..
but no worries..we shall meet online k..
lets webcam tgt..hehe..

anyway..im gonna start my sch soon..
tmr..oh man..honeymoon period is over..
hol mood is over..
but den i think im nt too bad lelx..
quite adapt to the timing here le..
but im slpy nw..
haha..update u gers again..lolx..
coz gonna blog my there too..=X
muahaha..but..seriously..
i miss u gers!!!
my drinking gers especially..
lolx..i nv drink here lelx..
or haven??haha..

Monday, December 29

Dear Vian,

   You are leaving in a couple of days (2 days), and i am really sorry that i cant get back in time to send you off. blame it all on SIA, for having such full flights everyday! I really hope that everything will go well for you when you get there. remember to not play too much and study hard ok. 

  Hope your stuff are all packed now and ready to jet off. See you in a year's time! 

p.s. a year pass by very fast!

xoxo,
san

Thursday, December 18

dec 18

was reading through the blog and saw bz's blog. finally haha........ 1st visit yeah?

saw jq's quote in facebook and ya, i agree that it has been wonderful to have you girls around despite a little drifting . i guess u gain some , you lose some. sorry for not being able to join lots of the gathering but u girls havent been forgotten seriously.i used to think that it is easy to juggle btw friendship n relationship. but if u ask me again, i would say nope.

just a random blog

Yours Fishie,
meow

Wednesday, December 17

YoOoohOo ~

HiYeee my dearr FishesS!

beibei finally Blogging! haha.. "P


Just wanna say..

i Lurvee u guys!

Big Kisses to each one of u all..

MUACKkkkSSs ! ;)

Wednesday, December 10

sooboon, i dont understand what you mean in ur previous post? you mean you went to a girl's blog and she is disappointed in herself because she needs 2 marks to get distinction? and then you are glad that you dont have high expectations in urself because that will give urself a lot of stress? no?

who is that girl? share share leh. hahahaaha. i wanna read too.

happy birthday beizi! welcome to club 21! hahaha. another 2 months and vian going to go club 22 already hahahaa. and another 3 more months.. sooboon going to club 22 too! hahaha. omg you two are so old. er-humph.

vian you are leaving soon! omg the thought of not being able to see you for another 1 more year is really saddening man. we must webcam if possible ok. have you bought everything that you need to bring overseas? hope everything is fully prepared huh!

and the rest.. hope you guys are doing well too! i am going to go back soon :(

my results are coming out on friday and my graduation ceremony is on saturday. my family is reaching on friday morning. hope they wont say that i have become fat because i really have and i cross my fingers that they wont realize it.

xoxo,
san

Monday, December 8

random

i went to my blog just now. she's those that got super high expectation of herself.
she is disappointed in herself. she miss 2 marks to distination.
though her other results are GOOD.
maybe not to her. but to me.

im thinking. if only i have higher expectation in myself.
what will i become.
another sooboon that are not as cheerful as now.
always disappointed in herself for not able to achieve what she wants.
disappointed in others for not living up to her expectation.
maybe i will acheive more in other ways.maybe.

but im somehow glad to be myself now.

anyway. its just some random thought. =)

Friday, November 14

FREE.DOM!!!

Blogger Blogger..are u bored??hehe..
yeah..finally ended my torturing exams..
now is time to slack and wait for results le..
muahahha...the results is the determinant of whether i can go swiss nt k..
lalala..but i think..will PASS!!!
hmm..okie..humble humble..
im a humble bee...
a little bit confident la..hope things will turn out as expected..
got back assignment results...
i think still nt gd bad..
coz need 40% to pass the whole subject..
den the assignment like 20+ to 30..
so means need 10 more marks..
dun tell me i cant do it..=X
or maybe i really cant??
=P fishes fishes..let meet up soon..
before i go swiss la..
san..will add u in de..
~ u're always in my heart~
love u guys..

Friday, October 31

Today i had my last lecture as a university student. as of today, i am no longer a carefree uni student anymore. i have heavy responsbilities on me now. i need to earn money and start supporting my mother. its so surreal that i am gonna be an undergrad. i studied for 18 years just for this one day. actually, i am not looking forward to the ending of it.

many friends asked me how does it feel like to have the last day of uni. and i told them i dont feel anything. i think thats coz i didnt appreciate it. sigh. i am so gona miss these days when i go back to that sunny island. everything here is good. the weather makes people happy. the air is fresher. the people are friendlier. the shops here sell better things.

how i wish that i have the courage to stay here and work here. but.. i have so many constraints on me that i cannot make the decision that i truly want. sigh. lets just wait a few years and see how things go. i dont want, i dont want to have a normal working life from 8:30am to 6pm.. and to squeeze with everyone in the MRT every morning and evening. and after work, go home, watch TV and sleep. i dont want to only look forward to weekends. i dont wanna spend the rest of my 30 years of life like that!

i shall work hard for my last 4 exam papers in uni. hope you guys are doing well there!

xoxo,
san.

Thursday, October 30

hieee

tsy, u very anyhow leh the chinese name. half of them are wrong can. haha my qi is without the three strokes in front.

uhm. my blog has shifted to hamzai.blogspot.com

hehe. i've moved on to another character liao!

hahaha.

Monday, October 27

Emo-ing

hmm..i was there emo-ing..
and decided to come to fishes blog to park by..
and realised..there are 2 more persons who seem to be emo-ing too..
oh no...wat's happening sia..
i very vex over my studies...exam and him..zzz..
project gonna due on 1st nov and 7th nov..
and i've nt started on anything..too new to the module..
dunno wat m i going to do..zzz..
exam on the 10th of nov..that is like..i got no time to revise lelx..
sibei sianz..where got time u see u see..
last fri when im catching movie..he msged me..*disgusted*
okie..haha..he mess up my tots..lolx..
he actually asked me do i miss the times we had @#$%^&*!@

san..i listened to the song and see the lyric at the same time..
oh no..its really meaningful..haiz..

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…
----->copied from the chorus and last part of the song..

hmm..ying o..my name slight wrong la..haha..
anyway nvm..coz tt character thingy oso cannt find my tt writing de..-_-
think boon de is 黄淑雯?
san de is 林妤珊?
i might be wrong though..muahaha..
dun keep chionging ar..*im jealous...lolx..
i think i understand how u feel..=X

Sunday, October 26

siying

可怜 those girls who need make up to bring confidence in themselves.
很不辛,我也和他们一样。Now, i cant live without my eye brow pencil and eye liner.
Very sad hor! Need to draw when going out. That's not the worst. Thinking of removing it is another trouble. Haiz... 做女人真难。no wonder link to the song, "If i were a boy".

Will you really want to be a boy? I have no answer for this. 反正,结果都一样,会死。

最近, 我觉得很怪。I dun understand myself. Feeling very low, very down, very sad, very emo. BUT........ I dun feel like crying, dun feel like 发泄。 I dun even know the reason behind it. Just feel that somethi wrong inside mi and this makes mi feel very uneasy. Everythi around mi seems alright. Help mi!

My schedule is very pack with study, tuition, work, mahjong and club. There isn't any time for mi to sit in front of a switched-off television and day-dreaming. 好羡慕Kaili啊!I used to see her do tat at her house few years back. I wonder 当时的她是怎么想的。哈哈!

Study is not really stress for mi though meow always talk to mi how stressful she is. This explains the difference btw B class and D class. Tuition is going to end next week as they finished their exams le so i will end my lesson with them. Decided to stop giving tuition coz i really scare i will weaken their English standard. Working at the jap restaurant quite happy. Manager always talk to mi and i can sense some 忌妒的眼神往我这边看。It will be real good if in future when i got myself a job in an office or a bank and i have a great terms with my manager. Life will be great!

"Tan Siying is wasting his time" ---> facebook.
Is BY la! hahaz... Very sweet to mi nowadays and later i was told tat actually he was waiting for the chance to get back together. To mi, shopping and supper, coz we find no accompany and i enjoy the presence of him as a fren, never tot of getting back together. I said,"我现在希望有一个人来疼我,可是是不一样的人。" Feel sad for him.

Correct mi if wrong:
杨媛玲
黄素雯
琳依珊
王家济
陈思颖
杜苗菁
侯凯莉
顾贝芝

Saturday, October 25

I used to think that studying is very boring. and then now only i realize that typing notes for my open book exam is 100 million times more boring than studying for a close book exam. imagine the below scenario:

i have lecture notes, i have a thick book of readings and i need to get extra information by google-ling every single information that i think might be of use in the exam hall. damn it! i can type up to 22 pages for one lecture.. and in total, i got 12 lectures to finish up. ARGH. super mundane!


oh ya. i found a really really nice song and i thought of sharing wid you guys. the lyrics are srsly meaningful. very touching you know. go google "lyrics if i were a boy" and listen it together with the song.




san.

Saturday, October 18

UnBelievable

Yoz yoz..
im back..
slacking while doing my assignment..
SSSSSSIIIIICCCCKKKEEENNNIIIINNNNGGGG!!!!

boon..i saw tt blog le..oh my..
its..真的吗?
if it is i think nxt time i oso wanna go try le..
when i got plenty of time do all these..
haha..wat i can say is..
the magic of make-up..
but de ger eyes so big le..
if really is the ger tt of e 1st pic to e last pic..
den i think the ger dolled herself so manly is wasted la..
tsk tsk..

How's everyone doing??
my sch is dammmmm......haiz...
qi..when ur parents go overseas o?

Thursday, October 16

amazing

girls. go this two links. i bet ur jaws will drop on the floor.

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/love77497749/20950913

http://www.twbbs.net.tw/1903210.html

sb

Saturday, October 11

lala

Congrats vian! hehehe. now that siying has passed too.

that makes like 4 drivers in fishes gang?

hahaha! but too bad i also cant drive! but maybe can also.

since my parents are going for vacation for 8days

OMG. who wanna come my hse to stay over

hehehee

Im gonna squeeze all of ur brain juice!!

Muahaha..ok..this is the message i got frm my report..
"Im gonna squeeze all of ur brain juice!!"
still doing my sickening report..
and coz its too sickening..im here to eat some snake..muahaha..
its delicious..yummy..
u gers shld try it some day....hehe..

san..i rmb tt san zi, li zi, wen zi thingy..
haiz..the gd old days..
好向往 ar...

oh ya..juz wanna let u gers noe..
i passed my driving le..yeah..
but cant drive..=(
under supervision..wth..
hate it hate it HATE IT!!!!
im gonna squeeze all of ur brain juice...
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

Friday, October 10

Today, i suddenly remembered something which is really funny back in school days. I used to call kaili "丽子“ and then she will respond by saying "hey 伞子,instead of 珊子. and the best is sooboon is called "蚊子“ HAHAHAHA. ok. lame.

sigh. got so many assignments to do! you guys know, yesterday i spent 7 hours in the computer lab doing assignment and today, i spent another 5 hours doing it. shit. and this is supposedly a group assignment but my group members are so damn lazy! so i have no choice but to do everything myself whereas the other 3 person are enjoying their time. and its 30% you know you know! cannot play play anyhow. hahaha.

and tomorrow need to continue doing again. sigh. monday to sundays are the same! everyday is another monday. i have a super mundane life.

Friday, October 3

just for laughs

haha. design smth for the blog?? HMmMmmmMmM.. we can do nice pictures for the blog and post it up to the right column of this blog ---->

by the way, check this out. this is real hilarious.

the creator if this videos are real comedians man! they make lame stupid jokes but are very, very effective.

this video is a spoof of this movie called Number 23. haha, u'll get what i mean if u watched this 2 videos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbv1DNQqbdc&feature=related

CMON just WATCH IT!

try watching other videos too! like

hilo puppets,
how to be EMO
how to be Gangster.
blah blahhh!

damnnnnnn FUNNY trust me.

i spent 2 hrs yesterday combing all their videos! OMG

HAHAHAHHA!

Miss

Dear fishes...hmm..since this blog is going to turn 2 yrs old..
lets design sth for the blog..muahaha..
ok..juz a suggestion..guess nt very constructive =X

hmm..san..so sry..cant wait till u come back..
its ok la..though u cant make it..
but dun forget o..
u're always in my heart.. =)
I miss u..
guess I'll miss all of fishes there lorz..
but 1st thing is..
gonna pass so that i can go there..muahaha..
i'll come here to blog regularly...=)

Thursday, October 2

NOTICE

our blog is turning 2 year old on the October 19.

what present should we get for him. hahahaha

oh wells, isit a him or a her.

lol...
OMG vian. i am super desolate to know that you are leaving on the day that i am coming back! SIGH. imagine that i cant see you for 2 whole years. You know, my flight will only reach singapore on the 1st of jan at 3:55pm. by the time, you are already on ur way to swiss alreadyyyyyyy........

and i tried calling to change my ticket. but the other dates in december are all packed to the brim.

HOW HOW HOW?! HOW KAI LI!


san

Stresssssssss......

Hi gers..
1st of all..im so sorrry to SY, JQ and boon..
coz of my project due 2 wks later..
and got 8 thick books to chiong before i can type my report..
i cant meet u gers..so sorry..
i promised..once this report is done..
i'll go out with u gers..
pls accept my apologies.

anyway FYGI..
i'll be departing to Swiss on January 1, 2009 (Thursday) via SQ 346 @ 0105 hrs
which mean that i've to be at the airport counting dwn..muahhaa..
anyway..before that we muz meet up often ar..
guess i go there will miss u gers de..
and LYS..i miss u.....

haiz..currently is super duper de stress..
so many thing due on almost the same day..
if nt a wk after one another..
1 proj due a wk still ok..
but is 2..
dam sick of it..
i scare i fail and tio refund..
sianzzzzz

big wide smile

oh cool! now we dont have to sign off by ourselves in future.

just set up a gmail account, and it will be automatically link to this blog.

testing post

just testing the author thingy

cafecartel today

neon colors basically can be any colors that are BRIGHT AND STRIKING. like the pink jacket i wore today.


heyy for kaili's bdae i think we should buy those colorful tights. u noe it comes in blue green yellow pink. if all of us wear them it will be so cool right! hahaa.

okie.

YES. indeed so little people turn up today! omg.

and we spent 25bucks per person eating just bread at cafe cartel! no good no good. siying, u good lah, eat so much. while me and sb just eat the bread. kekekekekeke..


organising bdae party is liddat one. sure stress. but im sure those who've came enjoyed themselves one. so don worry! aiyah... anw its over le. hahahahhaa

omg i should be doing my sch work now.

okIes! next meetup soon!

tata,

jiaqi

Monday, September 29

What is neon color? Is it the one with a bit blue and a bit green type? Dun think that's a popular color which everyone of us have it lo! Hahaz.. Btw dun think too highly on wed outing. many pple haven confirm with mi. Haiz... scare the turn out will be like 3 to 4 little cats lo! HAhaha... called E2max to reserve but no one pick up the call. Haiz.. really wish fishes will turn up.

Yoz!! Very happy that JQ turn up at dbl o worz!! hehez.. but i must say a bit wasted coz dun think we enjoyed. Very glad that tze wei bought a cake that night though a bit weird to sing birthday song in club. Strange Strange!! De only birthday wish i gave was, not to have a bday cake in a club again! hhahha..

That was the countdown of my birthday. Proceed on to the next day. Dun really enjoy much during my actual day at my house. STRESSED! That's the only thing i can say. Hahaha... Will never ever make myself in such a difficult position again! I wun say regret but at least i have experienced the process and will not like to have a 2nd time again. Grateful to those who turn up and make my day memorable!

=jiaqi=

i think our birthday months are very well spread out thru the year.

2 3 5 7 9 11 12

every 1 or 2 mths will be a birthday. and thats when all of us would get to meet one another.


muahahha! okie. just some random thoughts.

now i cant wait for wed to come to get to see u all again =p

shall we wear BRIGHT NEON COLORS clothes as our theme for that day. hahahahahahaa


lalala.

Friday, September 26

the cakes i wanna eat

gosh its really great to see so many entries up! hahaa, but im forever guessing who wrote which entries. hahaa

san san san, wo ming bai, sometimes decisions are not just decided my oneself. u'll have friends around to accomodate with. u noe, like if i want to go clubbing, i know just by me saying I WANT TO GO is not enough, i've got to explain to sam, 've got to ask my mum.

so.... lets just dont think about it. but no matter what u decide jut gotta enjoy yah!!!


SIYING, arent u happy. im there for ur countdown! hahaa..


MEOW !! i know u had an enjoyable birthday too! please upload the pictures so that we can see okayyy! ahhh. did u save a piece of cake for me..? i feel like eating now..


OH YAH. siying... the cake u left for me and lihui... i also wanna eat now now now!

heh

JQ

Tuesday, September 23

hellos fishies. its me. long time no see! its been 7 months since i last saw you guys. hope siying and meow had a fun 21st party.

recently i realize that i am becoming very bad at making decisions. it's either i cannot decide or i will regret deciding. i felt really stressful whenever i need to make decisions.this is because i dont have the freedom to choose the decision i want. there is a tremendous invisible force upon me that i have to choose the decision that makes everyone happy. an example will be going out for dinner with 2 friends, A and B. even though i really dont feel like going out for the dinner, but i HAVE to go because if i dont go, the dinner between A and B will be cancelled because they need me to be there.

am i happy there? freaking no! i totally hate it when people ask me to choose when they already have a choice in mind for me. and then there's this thing with being selfish and making the choice that you want. if i make the choice i want and i am happy whereas i make other people unhappy, i will be deemed as the selfish one.

sigh. hope you guys are doing well and feel happy. dont think too much about unnecessary stuff like me.


xoxo,
san

Thursday, September 18

Post frm Viannnn

Wah...ying ar..dbl O again sia..
so envy..
i guess i can oni chiong when everything is done..
haiz..

haha..no worries..
i'll see u on sat!!
haha..i'll try to rmb to bring the driving paper over..
hehe..
ich haben stress!!

It's SY again!

Hey!!! Glad there's some responds huh! Hahaz..
Long time didnt see Jiang liao le wor.
Haven got the chance to show you my tp result lei.
So long!!! Haiz yo.... seeing you on sat. =)

JQ ar JQ! dun be too envy with mi lo.
You might not like my new life if you were mi.
After some times,i believe i will be sick of club and you will find mi on mj table le.
Enjoy the times when your lover is there to love you and you love your lover.
Although i damn hope that you are the one who will club with mi every week la.
Hahahz.. Kind of sick of being rejected by you lo. =(
Think Lihui will think the same too. Hahaz...

Dunno how my birthday will turn out to be like? Have imagine several scenes of my house which make mi excited in one way and worry de other way. Hopefully everyone on 20th sept at #03-3116 will carry a big smile on their face. At the very least, dun let mi know any bad news or unhappy thing on that day. "Bright colour" means "HAPPY HAPPY".

So I'm going to spend my 20.09.08 with fun starting from 12am.
Heez.. going count down wor! At Dbl "O"!
Girls, join mi join mi! Contact mi if wanna come okie? hahhaz..
Hopefully JQ wun reject mi again lo. Hahahaz.. S_ _, PPPLLLEEEAAASSSEEE!!!

SY

Tuesday, September 16

Updaes frm Vian

Hey Hey..
dun think i nv blog means i nv read o..
haha..so here i am..
blog to show tt i got read la..

being stuck with my sch projs..
but alive and kicking though..
nv go chiong for quite some time le..
but ofcoz..
still got drink la..haha..
last drinking session is on last last sun with my mates at 10 dollar ktv..
can go my blog see how crazy they are..
=P
ying and meow u guys start sch le ma..
quick go back to sch lelx..=X

Monday, September 15

jiaqi's entry

muahhaa. siying, i think i dont have to update u with my life huh, since we meet each other almost every week! we are such gym girls.. lol

ur life is like so happening and happy huh, to be able to increase ur network and get to drink free drinks!! sometimes, i envy u lo! while me having to stuck in school with piles of projects, and u know, a boyfriend to commit to.

anyhoo, yep both u and meow's birthday are coming! i cant wait to eat ni men de buffet and cake!!! slurps........

everything can change, except this appetite of mine.

yes i ate 1 and a half bowl of ramen at raffles place.

Sunday, September 14

To: Nobody

Hmmm, seems like nobody is reading this blog liao le lo.
Hahaz.. but nvm, let mi be the last surviver here!
Let mi talk to the wall!

Been pubbing and clubbing for de past 2 days. It was fun last night at dbl o. Seeing my girlfren who cant even stand properly and still asking mi to be aware of the guys behind mi. Think I had de clearest mind among de group. I am strong man! "Alcohol, you cant kill mi!" So dun worry about mi getting eaten up by some bastard. I still dun really know whether i am enjoying this kind of life. I want to make many many frens and add more colours to my life. No longer want tat kind of life which is under control of boyfriend! Think i have wasted 2 years sticking to the same guy. I'm happy now. Never regret to say "Let's breakup!"

I wonder how long my new life can last. Till 30 years old? 25? 22(which is next year)? or 21(which is next WEEK)? I shall see!

From: Ms Eileen

Sunday, August 24

Happy !

Dear fishes,

How are you?
Are you living happily now?
Please write in often to tell what makes you happy k?

By knowing how happy your friends are, i believe it will make oneself happy too.

I will start mine k?
Today, a customer waved her hand and say 'bye bye' to mi when she was leaving the restaurant. I was pleased as i can feel her friendliness and sincerity at that moment which makes mi feel that they really enjoy and appreciate my service. What i have achieved is able to increase my passion in the job. With passion, i think i'm happy. To conclude, doing things which gives you satisfaction is a way to make yourself happy.

ying

Thursday, August 7

Love is like fire.
It is never wise to play around with fire.
I have never felt like this before.
I guess this is because i got too much expectations and hence the greater disappointment.
Never have i felt down the whole day before.
So bad that i felt so tired the whole day as well.
I slept at 9:30pm and woke up at 10:15am.
sigh. 12 hours to kill all the melancholy.
I must live happily from today onwards!

Friday, July 11

muahahahha

hOhO!!!!!

and im so excited about ur coming LYS! u will be my ONLY friend who's going to spend 21st with me! im serious.. spending 21st birthday with ONE special friend, in a faraway place totally didnt come across my mind before. hahhah, im just so fortunate lah.

i think i will have lots insomia bfe the trip. lol

Saturday, June 21

Hola guys,


    Its been some time since i came into this blog. Thanks for the previous post whereby someone wished me a happy birthday. HAHA. i dont know its who.. but from the typing.. i am guessing either Vian or Siying. Time really flies and its already almost end of june. Half year have passed in the blink of an eye! Another 4 more months and i am going to graduate and head back to the sunny island. HEEHEE. 

   I totally agree with Jiaqi. We should go on a trip together next year. I havent go overseas with you guys before lor. So sad! I was thinking maybe Hongkong cum China or Bali? So many nice places in this world to go to! I think i am going back to singapore after Christmas because during Boxing day (26 Dec), the whole of Australia have mad mad sale! Everything is reduced to dirt cheap. HAHA. And then i might be in Singapore maybe 28 Dec. 

   I wanna go redeem my US trip from my uncle too! So many places to go next year. HAHA. i think i shall settle down and start looking for job after i finish having the holidays... afterall once i start work, i dont think i can take so many days leave already =(
   
  To think of it, i feel super scared entering adulthood next year. I dont think i can wake up so early every morning to go work. So i am pondering on gettting a job which have europe or US hours. Then i can wake up in the late afternoon everyday and then go work! HAHA. I dont need to squeeze in the train every morning then. 

   Let's just cross my fingers and hope that i can find a job. SIGH. I hate going for interviews!!

Hope you guys are all doing well now. 


xoxo,

SAN.

Wednesday, May 21

wee

woo. im surprise to see so many entries up too! hehe. back from bkk trip le. its really fun to shop there. so much shops that u can spend really hours to do shopping. bkk charbor so xin fu lo.. but i still love singapore. clean and green. less chaotic. hurhur.

we shall go for a hk trip again for yeesan's grad trip! pi ye lu xing! heheheee....

yes time pass so fast. we are half way thru the year liao. mmm, do whatever we like while we can... if not next time lao kok kok le, want oso cant lo.

hOhOho

jiaqi~

Wednesday, May 14

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY LYS

Haha..very obvious rite..
its 14 May 2008 le...so here I am..

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY
TO
YEE SAN
WITH LOVE FROM ALL THE FISHES
abit obit la..but den..coz ah san nt in spore..
the best way to convey to u is to blog here and sms u lorz..
still worrying which one to do first lorz..geez..haha..
im nt being bias ar..is coz san nt here..
Stay cheerful, smile always..be free frm all the troubles..
we all fishes will miss u here..
muackz muackz muackz..
birthday kiss for u..muahahaha..

Monday, May 12

Vian is HERE!!

Muahahaha..dun think I forget or dunno this blog de prescence o..
Juz that I've being reading nia..muahaha..
actually oso nth better to do..oops..=X

The Thailand trip is drawing near..less than..hmm..4 days like tt le..
muahaha..BKK here we come!!!
i haven pack my luaggage lorz..
how abt you guys??my mum was juz talking abt it juz nw..muahahaha..
oh ya oh ya..anyone wanna change their on flight meal to seafood meal??
though i nt very sure cathay pac got offer nt la..
and nt very sure how nice it is..
coz everytime my family take SIA will ask for seafood meal lelx..haha..
main course is fish and salad is prawn salad..lalalala..
gonna check with cathay pac and let u gers noe o..
dun tell ppl im gonna take something on flight k..muahaha..shhhh...
plus..plus..plus..i wanna drink!!!its FOC!!=X im typical singaporean lelx..

Counting dwn.........................................................
4 days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 7

ding dong ding dong!!

hello ppl !!!

i didnt remember that this blog exist till i link here link there then find this blog. haha. not bad ar. still got some updates here.

its may now! another 7mths to year end. gosh. time pass too quickly.

ppl its time to enjoy!!

sooboon

Sunday, March 30

Long time havent came to this website and is really surprised to see that the template has been changed. its very very nice! hahahaa.
Hope everyone is doing fine now. 
I am doing fine too, but not very fine lar. 
Anyhows, i miss everyone a lot! 
Hope to see you all soon :)



san

Saturday, February 23

short entry

hello.......here i em to type another short entry.

HA HA HA!

im lauffing out very loudly.

hope my pimples go away too.

its a saturday!!! and im finally free from work.

time to celebrate~~~~~~~~

see you guys soon!!!!!!! i love u all~

-jiaqi

Friday, February 22

Thanks for changing the skin. ??? Is that call skin? hahahz..
Perhaps too long didnt blog. Anyway, appreciate.
Maybe with a new outlook, tis blog will look more lively.
with more ppl blogging.

Just stop whatever you are doing now
and write a simple entry, everyone!
I will start the ball rowing la huh.

being happy is very great. Must keep laughing, really!
Last few weeks, i have trouble with my little beans on my face. PIMPLES!
After meeting fishes and fren, i try to laugh as much as i can.
making myself very happy and enjoyable with anythi.
beans disappeared the next day. really it works.
happy is the key to beans!

hope all will laugh out loud everyday(at least 3 times a day)!
i believe it really helps in many area no matter in works, schools or r/s.

3 times worz!
H A ! H A ! H A !


ying

Tuesday, February 19

ellos

2008 is a special year cos its when all of us got the key to adult.

casino, r21 shows, rom.

=D so happy 21st to all members of fishes..!

i love u guys.

-jiaqi

Tuesday, January 8

i wonder if anyone is still keeping a lookout for this blog, but i have to admit that i nearly forgot that this blog still exists. its been a long time since i last came into this blog. so fast and its year 2008 now. i am going to graduate in the blink of an eye - - dec 2008.

and i am really stressed already coz i really dont wanna enter working life anytime soon. as far as what i experienced during that one month in HSBC, it seems that working life is mostly a routine. well, perhaps if you like ur job a lot, then time will pass by exteremly fast for you. i hope to get a good job then. hope that i will be liked in the company!!

for 2008, my resolutions is:

  1. All fishes to be happy
  2. For me to lose 8kg.
  3. my family to be happy
  4. for me to be happy too
i thik happiness is most important than anything in this world. not even money can beat it. but then, to be realistic.. if no money.. how to be happy?


Saturday, August 25

Some random joke

I chanced upon this joke which i think is very very funny and i must share with you fishes.


Question: There's Breadtalk. There's Sweetalk. Why is there no Coffeetalk?
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Ans: Because, there's Kopitiam already!! (kopi = coffee, tiam = quiet!)
tell me you are laughing while rolling on the floor now!
san

Friday, August 17

an update

i am slackin at work today so i decided to come in to update our fishy blog. Hoho.

yes. i dont have to state who write this entry because hoho states it all so clearly. muahahah.

i would say.. the last entry is so interesting!

how about the most famous action by us.


dragging bag across quadrangle.

wearing same sides of shoe and only realise that after some1 told her.

putting a hand under the armpit and says ORBIGOOD!

taking out pointed comb frm pocket and start combing.

blushing when talk about other guys!!

making lots and lots of phonecalls using the public phone.




i cant think of one more. someone help me please. Hoho

thats about it. have fun guessing! tho its pretty obvious liao

Saturday, August 11

Guess who?

ok, just now while applying medication to my face, i felt really really full cause i just came back from dinner. and i thought of a phrase which one of our friend always say.. can you guess who speak each of the sentences below? the prize for guessing correctly will be a kiss from me :O

i tried to make it as easy as possible already, and if you cant guess correctly, then i think you need to go out with fishes more!


"hao bao hao bao, cong lai duo mei you zhe mei bao guo" --> this is the easiest of all.


"orr"


"of course la!"


"GO EAT SHIT!"


"Zhut zhut terh terh"


"ok ok"


"oink zhi zhu, one lump of shit....."


apparently, i cant think of any phrases that i speak. so... i didnt include myself in it! hahaa. alright, i hope at least someone is still reading this blog ok. i dont wanna just have the fun to myself!

Saturday, July 21

Thanks

the bbq yesterday was great fun and i think it was a success. but it cannot be successful without the organiser and that's siying. really really appareciate everything she has done and of coz, the people who turned up as well.

been so long since we get a chance to meet everyone. and i am glad that everyone is doing well now. our friendship is going to be 8 years soon, can round up to 10 years also =)
really really long already.


anyways, i am leaving for the airport laters at around 5pm and i still havent pack my luggage now. i dont know what am i contemplating about. just feel like going to bed and sleep. i dont have the feeling of going back to melbourne because i usually go back using the morning flight, and this evening flight i am not getting used to it.

how nice if later at night i will go have dinner and then come home to sleep, which means i dont have to go back to melbourne. sigh~

oh wells, what have to be done will have to be done.

see you guys at the end of the year. i will organise another bbq, and this time, you all must come also. if not................



yeesan.

Friday, July 6

Yoz! Yoz ge pi! what a old pharse! ahhahax...

recently saw yihao on bus. hahaz. was gossiping with him on the journey. conclusion is what we know is what he knows . haha.. all those who married, pregnang etc is TRUE .

BBQ on the way! @ecp, pit# 29, 20 july, time 7 ba. hahaz.. try to make it early wor, office lady!

hmmm, think nothing le.

see ya.

ying

Wednesday, July 4

me..you....we....i.....

hahaha. trying to be funny in the early morning. yawnz...eyelid so heavy.

ya. something big is going to happen in late july.
that is.......i will be getting my pay! but im not going to treat u girls..lalalala.
or see how u all treat me lo.

sooboon

Monday, July 2

hello, im here to tell you guys im still here! hehez.. actually nothi to blog about. wishing everyone healty and happy! hahaz.. See ya!

ying

hi there!

and its july already! half of 2007 is gone. have u reached ur 2007 resolutions yet? for me i didnt. still fat liek pig now. HOHO!!


nb: theres smth big happening in july. wahhaahhah!!!!


silsil.

Monday, June 11

meowmeow

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Girls, thanks for being those stars :)

I am bored... and yes the bao in yeesan ake eileen's picture looks like xiao long bao. a very big one... seem to be rather yummy with lots n lots of juices .. hahaha. i am hungry

Friday, June 8

meow

I HATE FANYE !

Wednesday, June 6

Random

i am so happy that everyone blogged again. i really am!!

anyways, these few weeks have been hell for me. studying for exams everyday at the library from afternoon to night, spending like 10 hours in the library is not a good thing at all!!

i go with my friends everyday, and we just talk and talk non-stop. not really productive la. this is how everyone study at the library! the library closes at 3am!! really admire people who stay there until 3am sia.


this chocolate burger that i bought the other day is really nice!! but really expensive though, not really worth it. and its highly fattening!!


my friend brought this pau that was ssooooo big!!! believe me, the picture is not really showing how big it is. seriously.


and i bought one big tub of yogurt. read there, it says 1kg. at first i really regretted buying it coz i thought i wont be able to finish it. finally finished it today, and i took like 2 weeks. always eating a bit when watching television. i really felt a sense of accomplishment when i finished everything. look inside it!


and lastly, to end off....

acting cool! hahahaha.

san.

Sunday, June 3

sento

yea yea the photos on the sentosa bus. should have took more la. but camera de battery bu zhen qi. heeee


Wednesday, May 30

boon, wanna work with bingyu? org triathlon event. work under the sun on that event day. hahaz.. den can get tanned wor, what you want rite.

had a good time yest at sentosa. =) very fnny at carls junior. haha.. 'Scratched'.

siying
long time didnt blog coz of busy life. partly becoz hor, we write rite den no one reply de. like talking to no one. haha. it will be better when meet up and talk ba. just quit my job. and sch reopen on june 14th. for those dunno, im going sim full time acct and finance uol degree. taking part time bridging from june till aug. need to consider: my teeth. haiz, troublesome. i dun want denture forever lo. implant too ex, bridging not safe. sian. life got so many things that need to decide. meet fri for dinner at meow's mum place?

siying
hello. im feeling so full now. because of the carl.junior that we ate just now. and my body is aching i wonder why. i just slack there for the whole day. i guess im really old. OLD.

im now watching the jack neo variety show. the bao meili is quite funny. i wonder if u girls still remember. but ys i quite certain that u still remember it. haha. cause that is your fav show right.

im now looking for a job. i hope that a job will come looking for me too. i just need a high pay job. it will be best if its a ubi. wish me luck.

ur sincerely
sooboon

Sunday, May 27

meowmeow

haven been blogging for quite sometimes, where have all of u been too. how come the blog entries does not seem to be increasing?haven been seeing u gals for quite sometimes, i hope everyone of u is doing fine.

today i went ubi dental to get the fallen bracket fixed. due to not making appointment, i have to wait for 3hrs!
freezing under the cold aircon.
while they were doing my teeth, i wonder how many pp are sharing this device with me and how many mouthful of saliva i actually swallowed? but i guess they wont be so digusting. butthe dentist doesnt seem to change his gloves frequently. yucks.anyway the dentist was quite nice and funny. He was hearing the radio at the same time so he told me " hey got watson sale, remember to get some stuff. should go and buy those diamonds that shine till your eyes cant even open".. ya indeed he is trying to be humorous.watson where got sell diamond. the assistants beside him gave me a funny cum puzzled look.

i am so bored.. cant wait to meet u guys....

Below are some of my daughter's updates :)
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Friday, May 18

where are you?

i guess i am really the last one standing in this blog. and i wonder where everyone have been. you guys must have been so busy with ur lives. well, if anyone still reads this blog, i would like to share with you my birthday experience! my housemate asked a really cute guy that i have noticed to email me!! i was super shocked to see his name in my email.


i think you need to click on the picture to see the managified version.
other than that, i still got a few pics but lazy to put up. yesterday i started to listen to a few of jay chuo's old songs. songs like "xin cing", "qing tian", "an jing". they really brought back a lot of memories that i keep in my heart.
i really miss everyone so much. i wonder whether who will i get to meet the next time i go back. it seems like what everyone jokingly says "the group is gonna disperse" is going to happen now.
fishies, take ur time to swim to other parts of the world. but remember to come back when you feel tired =)
ok. i am just being emo.

Thursday, April 12

It's been ages...

howdy there! i havent blogged for ages and i kindda forgot how to log in already la! luckily, being the clever me, i still manage to log in :D

first of all, jiaqi, you are so funny ok. you think we want to set ur picture as our desktop wallpaper? hahahahaha. eh, got time send me on msn la, i photoshop my photo inside! lol.

last saturday, me and a bunch of friends took a 1-hour train to a beach far far away called Frankston beach. the view was awesomelicious. i have always wanted to see a beach which has water as clear as green colour. and i managed to see it that day!


argh. my handphone doesnt take very nice pics alrighty. so i just stopped taking pictures when my friend took out her a 7 pixel camera simply because i am too ashame of mine.


well, we didnt bring those clothings suitable for the beach and being the crazy us, we decided to take the 1-hour train to come back again the next day!

so, on sunday, we went to the Frankston becach again! my god, i swear that by the time we went back, i was so sick of train rides already. imagine taking it to and fro twice!

but i took one picture which i think doesnt look very nice coz of my FAT arms! other than that, its a really nice pic!
we waited for the sun to set before we went home. it was an awesomelicious view, i tell you!





nice right!

did i mention that i FINALLY received my NDS Lite! I am so hooked onto it that i have to charge it everyday because the battery always go flat due to me excessively using it. the games that my brother put for me are so awesomelicious! there's a cooking game, an operation game (operation as in cutting up people's body) and havent tried the rest yet. imagine only playing these 2 for so many hours everyday!

its pink in colour and i really liked the colour.

oh ya, the other day i was having lunch with my friends and i rest my chin on my hand. then my friend say my tattoo and asked "whats that". i said its a tattoo. no one on the table believed me ok. they thought it was something dirty. i was so angry!! i am SO going to make it either red or black when i go back! or maybe before i go back, i will do it there. cant stand the colour anymore!

thats all peeps.

lovely,

san.

Tuesday, April 10

miss toh

Today i am feeling very unhappy right at this moment. maybe is because i am unwell thats why i am thinking negatively... sometimes i feel he makes me feel pampered but sometimes he makes me feel that my presence seems kind of unneccessary.. he just seem as if he dont really seems to be as caring as before. my friends once told me that guys will only treat u nice for a very short moment of time.......i still remmber when i told him that my region has got flasher n he would send me up but now it seems as if he doesnt care or maybe the flasher has been caught. At times, i feel that he doesnt seem to care about my feelings, askin me to do things which i dislike, waiting for me to take the initiative to sms him.
i shall stop my complaints.. lets not tok about all the unhappy stuff... let me show u my daughter pic, Baby Mini....
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Monday, April 9

carefree sil

yoyO! the other time hor.. i wanted to update right after yeesan's entry. cos when i saw her carefree picture... it suddenly occur to me i have a pic as carefree too!


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what do you think... =))


if u sooo like this picture and want it to make it as ur desktop background(since it looks so much like the window XP wallpaper), i can consider sending u a 1024*768 jpeg. provided u treat me to ben and jerry's chocolate icecream hhoHo~

Thursday, April 5

meow cheng.this blog quiet because it can't talk.wahahaha.

wow. qiu bing preganant. oh. thats really a big news. the rest of you see la. sharon already got married n qiu bing will become a mum soon. what are the rest of you doing!!! so disappointing. angry with you all.

since i now at malaysia got nothing to do. i shall tell you all abt my guangzhou trip. gz shopping mall is quite different from us here. if that particualr shop sells jeans that it will only sell jeans. that of cos doesnt apply in department store la. whereas in sg you will get to see a variety of products in a shop. at supermarket the cashier will not help the customers to put their items into plastic bags. instead they will put it back to the basket and u'll have to do-it-urself. weird isn't it. but surprising e q wasnt any faster.

when u bought cakes from the shop. they will provide you with the plates, fork and etc. which i thought was good. its very thoughtful of them. talk abt food now got abit hungry.( i wonder what time my dinner will be.) they got nice n cheap food there. u got to try the egg tarts at kfc if u all have a chance. its really nice.

afterall i had a wonderful trip there. the uncles n aunt was funny. i had a good time laughing everyday when im there. okay see u fishes soon. tata.

Tuesday, April 3

miss toh

how come this blog is so quiet? where have all of u been to?
anyway, a little update if u guys haven't know this. today i saw qiu bing while i was waiting for my bus 60.
she was with her mum and she is preganant. i guess it should be about the 2nd trimester for the pregnancy. i am so so so surprised

Sunday, March 11

miss toh

finally i am able to add my new entry here. sorry for not blogging here for quite sometime cos i have a trouble signing in. i just realised the reason why. that is because i keep keying bnssfish.gmail.com instead of bnssfish@gmail .com........

i went china and took some pictures with miss how.. i am so surprised to see miss how and company there.

after the trip in china, i went puala ubin and had a big fall that caused my adorable face to be injuried. i think siying and i are both really damn unlucky this while.. she broke her teeth and me, injuried my face. yup. i fell from bicycle while goin downslope. due to the high speed, i began to panic n pushed the brake. dueto this sudden brake, i fell and my face "bounced" through those rocks and my thigh near the pelvis got a palm size blueblack. sooboon, u wanna see my miserable look at that very moment right.. i will show u when i see u. but i guess this is a blessing in disguse.... i learnt about the love and care from my family . my sisters cried together with me and accompanied me to the changi hospital, my didi dashed so fast to look for my parents who cycled so slowly, the coffeeshop uncle who offered us milo and didnt collect any money from us cos he asked my sisters to concentrate in taking care of me, dx who rushed down to the hospital , relatives who visited me and my meimei who will get me food when i am hungry cos i cant go and buy things now with the injuries on my face and etc......... its a blessing somehow.. but still, if i got the chance to choose, i will not want to fall :)

i am now much better . yanyan was toking about coming to visit me tomorrow . dx will be at my place tomorrow too.. when i told him about this, he wasnt quite willing to meet my frien. seriously, i feel quite disappoointed cos although i am afraid of meeting his friends, i still meet them. but from his tone when he answered me, he has got 101% of unwillingness. kind of unhappy and angry
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today my tuition kid granny called me. she said that teacher told her that my tuition kid is not very good in comprehension and etc. so i have to be more firm and fierce when teaching her and etc.it is kind of dishearten to see that she didnt improve after trying so hard to teach and control her. so she asked me to come down this tuesday and i agreed. but ... after thinkin, i started to get worry about how am i goin to go to her place with my face still not recovered. i feel very inferior seriously..that time when i was in hospital and when the patients stared at me. i got so pressurized that i cried even harder.. i told jason that maybe i can go by cab and etc but he told me when kids see me they will go " eee why the jiejie face like that " abit exaggerating but true maybe.. he told me that my bf should accompany me there as he would accompany his gf if this happened as this is what a bf should do ..and went i told him about the donut factory thing he said that he would q for his gf but when i tell dx he doesnt want and i noe he wont ..this makes me wanan compare dx with him somehow. i noe i shouldnt compare cos jason is those kind who treat his gf damn good and also they are two diff person.. but somehow at times i wonder is it because dx dont really care much about me or this is just that diff pp has got diff way of doing things. i noe i shouldnt compare ..sorri for all the naggings

kk. below are some of the photos taken with miss how and friends:
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Friday, March 9

I miss MAMA!!

i have been back at melb for, let me see, 3 years? no? er... just 2 weeks? can you imagine? 2 weeks really felt like 3 long years to me!

and the first night when i came, i was crying like a big baby ok. i cried my lungs out because no one was at home and i really miss my mother so much. she helped me pack my luggage until it was so neat that i didnt have the heart to go and ruin it!

the night when we were packing, i just simply throw everything i am going to bring over and she help me to pack everything into that small bag. can you imagine? she wrap every pair of my shoes into individual plastic bags. and she helped me to fold my clothes nicely. speaking of this, i really felt like crying again lar. no one can understand the pain i am suffering whenever i leave my mother's side.

then, one day, i cooked my first meal here.

the rice was watery, eggs not salty, chicken was burnt but the veggie was delicious. i am quite talented lar.

and then i spent about 6 hours unpacking, cleaning and moving my room. it was so tiring that i had a headache WHILE i was sleeping. so painful that i had to wake up to take panadol and then continue sleeping. WTF? now, my room is finally ready. feels really cosy eh.


my room is so small, i know. i have two tables, one for studying and one for computer cum makeup. cool right?!

finally, i can say that everything is sort of settled down right now. but i am still worried about my mother. she's going on a trip, a difficult one i must say. i really hope everything will be successful for her. i am behind you ok, mama! 我愛你!!

today at the tram stop while waiting for the tram, i suddenly had the urge to take this photo. so i told my friend to take it for me, and i kindda like it! i look so carefree like that, without any worries lar.

urm, i cut my hair short. for those of you who havent seen my new hairstyle, that means i havent seen you guys for so long already!! must meet up the first minute when i reach singapore the next time ok!!!
sansan!




Thursday, March 1

i was at my friend house playing mahjong yest. i won but no money .How sad life can be. mahjong session for the past few days make me realise that i have no luck with money at all. angry. we played from 2pm to 9pm. but only played for 3 rounds. this the the slowest i ever played. but quite fun though.

i saw her bro n sis. which remind me the time when my bro n sis are still at home. my bro will always ask me to sit beside him when he's playing games. he will teach e strategy to win. but i wonder why would i sit beside him when 90% of the time i cant get to play. the time when my sis and i were baking at the kitchen. or the late night chat with her. 3 of us would go jogging at times, eat together, had fun together. but each have a life of their own. they have their own family now. but at least i have them for once. aprreciate ur bro or sis for now. no matter how irritating they can be for now.

sooboon

Monday, February 12

dont think i haven blog for long time and u yes u jq n ys can blog anything. let me announce the new name myself. so it will be more memorable for them.haha.

and yes. my new name is mio ooi. hahaha. from now on i'll have an additional o in my name. thanks to lam yeesan for that. i really appreciate it deep in my heart. haha

are we going to have gathering for new year? its been a long long time since everyone turn up.....

by
mio ooi

Sunday, February 11

silsil.

wooo~ what a nice name for sooboonMio. I like that name too. can i be called mio ong too. HOho~~ its been such a long time since i blogged here huh.

the other time i tried to log in but this account seems to have some problems. ehhh, hannor. im goin austie to get my degree liao HohO~ tho i havent apply, and really scared that i might not be able to PASS this semster in poly. haiii. just hope i can pass lah~ pleas please lao tian ye ar~

had overnight mj with thefewfishes. hehehe, and im so tired noww. yawnz. while im still waiting for my results and taipei trip, if anyone of u got job lobang. dont forget to intro me worrr~~~

i say thank you first hOr...

lalalallala... so tireedddddd

silsil.

Friday, February 9

SOOBOON

I thought of it for a very long time. for about 7 years. i always wanted to help sooboon look for a suitable english name. AND, the good news is...... i have finally found one!!


next time you all call her Mio

that is a nice name right. yes, i can see you all nodding in agreement. Faster change the handphone contact name to Mio.

and when you all call her, look for Mio.


xoxo,
san

Saturday, January 27

:)

yeah i agree with yeesan totally
the bond isnt as strong as before. where we used to hang out in foodcourt, havin bbq and so on due to timing and etc
but i believe that we dont have that super duper strong bond, we still will have the strong covalent bond :)
friendship is like a plant.maintaining it is important

miss ong, goin to go over and study soon. one more fishes less for normal gatherin. but it is for the gd of u. so u muz jia you n jia jia you.. bringin yr meegle along? haha
yeesan loves cat :P

by the way, i guess i will be changin to business course. applyin for acct or bankin i guess.. from smu or sim.... sci life is too tough to move on.. neither here nor there......

dx is coming back from US soon after his 1month+ trip. our r/s is only 3 month n half of his time is not there.
at first i find it weird without him. now i find it strange that he is goin to return soon...mixed feelings. am i abnormal.but at time when i chat with him in msn, i feel that he dont understand me....

lastly, i will be goin china with my mum durin new yr ... for a week plus.. will remmeber to get u gals present if there is.. cos is all scenary. unless u want soil haha.. n i am goin to put braces. i hope they dont pull my teeth

meow :)

Wednesday, January 24

A long time ago....

it seems like everyone is too busy to update this blog. so i shall update it again.



today, i saw a box on my table which has been long forgotten. i even dont remember what is inside the box. then, i opened it and found some treasure.

it contained a few letters which jiaqi wrote to me when we were in sec sch and one letter was when we were in poly. inside those letters were words of encouragement by her. i may not feel how important the letter was in the past, but now, i really feel that those letters mean more than anything else. she even took 5 days to write one letter. lol.

jiaqi, you better be careful, because i will read out those letters when i talk to you next time!!

somehow, i really missed those times when we were in sec sch and everyone was visible. by visible, i mean that we know what everyone else will be doing and that we can meet them whenever we want. now.... we have unreplied messages, phone calls that aren't picked up. we dont even know what everyone is busy with anymore. no one seems to want to talk anymore. perhaps, this is because everyone has a new group of friends or either that we have drifted apart.

but i do believe that in our group, everyone of us still holds at least a tweeny weeny part in your heart.

if in poly, some are already so busy to meet up, what will happen when we start working next time? will everyone still have the energy to meet up after work? will some have OT?

perhaps, i shouldnt ponder too much on this matter and let nature take its course. next time when i see people whom i havent seen for a long time on the streets, i just smile at them and ask them what they have been so busy with. thats what they call acquaintances.

a very nothing-better-to-do san.

Sunday, January 14

Something which i have always wanted to do.

Last monday, which is 8/1/2007, i went to have a tattoo!



This photo was taken straight after my tattoo. can see that it is very swollen and there are blood stains there too.



This picture was taken at night, after i had my shower and washed away the blood stains. still very swollen though.

this was taken today, sunday, 14/1/2007, 6 days after my tattoo was done. can see that the skin is coming off and it is indeed quite disgusting. dont know why, ever since i had my tattoo, seafood have to keep appearing in front of my eyes to tempt me. i cannot eat seafood for 2 - 3 weeks. god help me. my favourite prawns, squid....... sigh.




Wednesday, January 10

i saw a very interesting news just a couple of days ago so just share with u guys.

u can own the world smallest country with 1 billion or so. im not too sure abt the price. its somewhere near england and can only reach the island by either plane or boat. its a island by itself supported with 2 huge pillars. with around 10 people living on the island itself. its around 550 sq ft. around the size of the tennis court. it have its own currency, law, stamp etc. i couldnt find the picture. but the country is call sealand. if im not wrong. u will be amaze when u saw that picture. cause the island is really very small only and its a country ! haha

they "royal" family is going to sell this island. so i thought we fishes might want to buy it. haha. then we can live there all ourself ! then we can grow veggie, durian tree, rear some pigs, chicken there. and we can build a big pond there for the gold fishes. lalala.

sb. trying to stop myself from dreaming...

Tuesday, January 2

2 0 0 7

i have long wanted to update and wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year, but the internet was so slow that i got so fed up waiting for pages to load.

before it gets too late, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

alright. new year must have new resolutions even though it may not be fulfiled.

i am sure that in every girl's resolution, there will be something like "to lose weight". and that is in mine also. ahahaha.

  1. Lose 10kg by June 30 2006 2007.
  2. Get 4 h1 for first sem results.
  3. Improve my dress sense.
  4. Save more money.
  5. Treat my family to a meal when i get back for holiday.

alright. 5 is just nice. i hope i can get everything done. jia you to you too jiaqi!

2007!

happy new year fishes. muahahhahah!!!

ehhh, the first second of 2007. was spent with meow, boon, ying, roland, bing yu, elaine and weiting in roland's car, which is jammed in the middle of the road.
HohO.. and the first one i saw was meow. next boon. and next the fireworks...!!!

its lovely. reeeely.

my first wish is for my mummy.

and my resolution for this year issss:

to exercise away my fats.
FULL concentration in doing my work DAILY (at least an hour)
speaking GOOD english and mandarin. no singlish luhhhh..
SAVE up.

silsil.
STRIVE hard in every thing.

HohO.. what else? i dont noe liaoooos....

for nowwww,

jiayou oso wor u all. Hehehehe..

Thursday, December 28

bad day

hey... haven been blogging for so long.. wanted to blog that day but i couldnt get the username right...
recently i have been damn unlucky.....everything dont seems to go the right way
first my hp got drown in the water... then internet was down that day n my fyp was delayed... this wasnt the worst.. today when we were editin our fyp report which we were supposed to submit tomorrow, damn it.. the file got corrupted... that moment all of us feel like cryin.when doin halfway, we decided to print a draft to speed up .. knowin that not enuff money.. we went to top up... the KIOSK was down .. what a bad timing.... so many pp wanna print their fyp report n they were all down..... super unlucky....so end up we had to call lots of friends n see who has got money in their account n use theirs to print as we dont have sufficient funds inside.our heaRT ALMOST jumped out...... super disheartened....... whats goin wrong........ super irritated n frustrated.. can someone let me bite u........... anyway.. we managed to complete the fyp report before lib closed..however, this is not the best one of cos cos we cant retrieve back the original copy n since the server was down, we cant get ah bu didi to help us send us the version...god bless me......
when i need a person to complain, he is elsewhere.... disappointed but it isnt his fault...
i am running a fever now cos of the weather n stress. i guess i am goin to fall sick soon....sickenin

anyway gals.... are we havin any dinner for chinese new yr count down???

Thursday, December 21

A late post

ok. i havent blogged for a really long time. gonna blog about my awesome trip to america. even though i have to take the plane for 16 hours and hence realising that having not enough sleep is not even funny anymore. can you imagine, to the state where i really wanna sleep but the seat on the aeroplane is so damm small that even though i keep on tossing and turning, i cant find a comfortable spot to sleep in. even if i was able to close my eyes and sleep, i will wake up about 45 mins later with cramps in either my hands or legs due to the lack of space.

first up: Los Angeles Airport


i dont know who that guy is lar. haha. he just happens to look into my camera while i am taking the photo. the airport wasnt as beautiful as singapore's which lead me to believing that singapore is the number 1 airport in the world.


after reaching the airport, we headed to the hotel to take a rest. and due to the time difference between US and singapore, a total of 16 hours, i was feeling damm sleeppy. i slept at around 4pm in the afternoon and woke up at 2am in the morning, with nothing to do except watchin televsion.

the next day, we went to a world with only happiness: Disneyland.



this is the first ride that the tour guide recommended. very exciting and nice!! i loved it so much.


a lady wearing some funny clothes. erm, she's working there.



thats my auntie and nicholas. can you believe that the background is actually only a wall? its not a street at all.really nice art.



inside disneyland.


inside this tower is a super scary ride. you will rise to the top of the tower in a few seconds and then drop down. about 7 times up and down in a very fast speed. i didnt take it though. too timid >_<


the purpose of this is to show that the candy floss is even bigger than nicholas's face. haha.


we went to watch a performance of Aladdin. i fell asleep inside alright. i was so tireed by then because i woke up at 2am.

this is "BOO" from Monster Inc.

this is how the ticket to disneyland look like. "where dreams come true"

saw that michkey mouse head over there? its a scary roller coaster with 360 degrees turn. and of course, the ever-so-pretty ferris wheel.








i will continue disneyland and the rest of my trip next time. till then, toodles.
san